The last two days have kicked my ass all over the place.  I have never felt so stupid, so out of place, so dumbfounded as I have the last two days at work.  The scale better show a weight loss tomorrow at WW because I don’t have any part of my ass left.  I rely on other people to provide me information.  When I’m not included on an email chain, how am I suppose to know that something was updated?  It was totally obvious that I wasn’t included, I said that I urged my peers to keep me in the loop, what more can one person do?  It was a scene from Office Space in my cube yesterday afternoon.  The emails started coming, one after another wanted to know why there was a breakdown in communication.  I took it personally because I thought I was being so careful and diligent with my record keeping.  I took my meds everyday last week, I was catching all the details.  It’s just so frustrating.  Ok it’s out...I’m done.

I finished my CCNA classes!  Now I just need to keep up the studying over the summer so I can take the certification test after the wedding.  I hope to get back on the path for my degree classes in the fall.  Hopefully I can work something out with the instructors since classes start the week of my wedding.

Now with a little free time on the weekends Courtney and I have been trying really hard to get things done around the house.  Baseboards and crown molding are top on the list.  Then the backyard needs tending to.  We’ve been pretty lucky here in the desert this year, triple digits have yet to hit us.  That will all change this weekend I’m sure.

I’ve been working on a new design for this place.  My goal is to clean up my coding, make everything according to web standards and pretty up the place.  Maybe hang a picture or two.  Dayle’s website will also be going through changes over the next few weeks.  I might as well knock them both out at the same time.  Working on the redesign has really been an enjoyable process for me.  I’m thinking more and more that this is the route I want to take in my career.  It seems to fit.

That’s all for now folks!